So, I don't even know where to begin. I titled this blog entry 'Home' because, not only have I made some new little home pendants but I feel like I have hardly even been home in the past few weeks. As a Cancer (not to get all astrological on you), home is very important to me and being at home is where I like to be the most. I have 'issues' around home because i still don't own my own home...so I tend to feel like a bit of a nomad. I have moved 3 times in the last 3 years, and up until about 3 days ago I thought we might be moving again! In fact, we were pretty excited about the possibility and started to make a real effort to see what's out there. A lot of the places we looked at were places I would have DIED to have had years ago...but now, because it is just another someone else's house...it just doesn't move me like it used to. So anyway, after looking at a dozen places we decided (I think) to just stay put until the next move is a permanent one. Which leads me to my next bit of crazy news - I was recently hired at a publication that I have been wanting to work at since we arrived on the Island. However, it comes with a few catches; it is a late night shift (sometimes goes til 3:00 a.m. and omg if it goes any later, so help me), I hardly ever see my SO any more, it is a very responsible (and scary) position, and I have voluntarily given up most of my summer for this. SO, you can see how I might have mixed feelings about it. On the one hand, it pays phenomenally well, like, insane amounts of money. On the other hand, I am transitioning into a new career as it is, and this is a huge position. AND, I don't know how long it will even last, I thought it was semi-permanent but it might just be a relief position. So, is it all worth it (and feel free to weigh in on this one)? We can use the money to further our cause in getting our own home...BUT at what cost? So yeah, that's where I have been lately. AND I started a new practicum placement with children who have behavioral problems this week AND finished off a 4 day intensive workshop on Family Art Therapy! So it has been a pretty crazy month. And my Etsy shop sits, waiting patiently for some action...I did make these new pendants though (above). Which is funny in itself because the last pics. I posted of those ceramic tiles were actually not pendant sized, they are about 4 inches square! But your comments were all so encouraging, I decided to try to make some little ones and sell them in the shop (they aren't listed yet, but soon)!
So that's what has been going on here and kept me from even sitting down to update my blog lately, or work on my shop, or sleep for that matter! Hope you are all well and thanks for dropping in! :D
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21 comments:
Those are lovely, romantic pendants.
I completely understand your predicament. I'm in a job I keep because I love it, knowing I could just pick up the newpaper, circle and ad for a lot more money and get it (seriously - major labour shortage here). Could really use more income, but man - being happy in what you do is SO important.
Congrats on the new gig!
And i too know what you mean about your next move being into a permanent home. Before we bought our house a couple years ago, we looked into renting these amazing homes outside of town and like you said, a few years previous, i totally would have jumped at the chance. But after looking at those places, we decided that we didn't want to move into another rental. We looked and looked and looked for our dream home and it came to us on my husbands birthday, of all days! we met a realtor, looked at the house, got a pre approval, made an offer and had our offer accepted all within about 5 hours! crazyness....my point is that your permanent home will come to you eventually, when you want and need it the most :-)
Funny I blogged about spreading myself thin as well...also a Cancer. Without getting all astrological on you *laughs* I've found that keeping my base (home) solid has made everything else bearable. That being said, I'd probably not put the money/move before the time spent at home and with my SO. I hope it all reveals itself for you...
live on an island - check
worked in publishing - check
cancerian - check
art therapist - check
we have a bit in common, nice to meet you, i'll stay tuned
Beautiful pendants! Your blog is lovely too.
I hear you about feeling at home-we are in transition as well. It's hard!
Good luck on the job!
A friend of mine went to Emily Carr. She would have started in 89 I think.
You have beautiful things in your shop. I wish you success in whatever form that may be!
Hi_ I came over from an etsy thread you posted in and just want to say I love your new little pendants. good luck with your new job! it sounds interesting and exciting.
Tracy I love your baby pic on your blog & your designs are stunning!
mary
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Wow, you've been super busy! Good for you, I can't even imagine :) Congrats on the new job, I hope it works well for you :)
How exciting about your job! Congratulations! Who are you working for?
Those are beautiful! I want one!!!!
Good luck with the new job. Always a thrill and a fear at the same time. I am fortunate to love my job and have paid my dues so that I can now enjoy being more in control of my life!
i do like those pendants and your prices are more than fair! i hope the new job is working out for you
"As a Cancer (not to get all astrological on you), home is very important to me and being at home is where I like to be the most"
I soooo know what you mean. Home is the comfort zone. I'd rather be there than anywhere else, pretty much.
No advice though. I'm horrible about decisions and weighing out stuff. Congrats on the offer anyway :)
Thanks for all the kind words and encouragement! I don't know if the job is going to pan out though, i am discovering it is toxic, in several different ways...no amount of money is worth that. One door closes...I look forward to the next door opening! :D
I agree tattytiara! Congrats on your new house infinitecosmos. Thanks t.allen, home base IS so important. That's interesting we have so much in common Kel...do you have a blog too, i love to read about other art therapist's experiences. Thanks delilah and regal and kiddlebug (i was at ECIAD 87-90), and mary and hoganfe, and babylyons and wallcandy (the TC), and helen and beatblack and tatyana (i am a horrible decision maker too!). :D
xoxo
Tracy (artgirlx)
I just wanted to stop by and let you know that the new little house pendants are just adorable!
Diana
I love your home pendants. I know exactly where you're coming from with "home". I refuse to buy a home so I move...and move. Have always moved around. (oh and I'm a Cancer/Leo-on the cusp)
The pendants are great, and good luck with your new position. You can make your life what you want it to be! :)
You sound so busy. Money is really good, but you're right to consider all your family and your own emotional health.
Those pendants sure caught my eye, they are adorable :)
These pendants are fabulous!
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